How do I get there from here

I hit next blog.  What a mistake.  I got a Latter Day Saint who is striving for acute sainthood. OMG i hit back really fast.   I want to find Iku Wasibi but she is nowhere to be found.  I am looking for a little gratitude and found her.  I am very grateful.   And not dead.   I wander through cyberspace and wonder why I have a head ache.  I m stuck, my muse is stuck.  Must become unstuck from the blues.   I think it is the greens today.  or maybe the lavendar.  My god what is that color around my edges. It is almost pale boring lilac without the bloom, must change it now.